this-guy wrote:
I don't know what QFT means
"Quoted For Truth". It's used to strongly agree with something. It wouldn't really make much sense in that context, though.
Since we're also discussing religious beliefs, I'm gonna jump on the bandwagon. I'll also take the initiative in retitling the thread to match. *click* Done!
I used to be a Christian in a very loose sense: if you asked me if I believed in God or in Jesus, I'd say yes. But I didn't know what any of that entailed. So, sometime in my teens, my mother started dating this Baptist guy, and she started dragging me to church with them. So I quickly became a full-fledged Christian. I didn't agree with everything they said -- for instance, I'll never consider gambling to be a sin -- but I still studied my Bible and I was convinced that God exists, and Jesus was his son. Then my mother and the Baptist guy kinda had a falling out, and it also became clear that the guy didn't exactly practice what he preached (in the usual sense of the expression; he wasn't a preacher). I remained a Christian for a while...
I don't remember when exactly I became an atheist. I don't think I woke up one day and said, "You know what, I'm an atheist now." One thing that probably had some influence was reading MAD Magazine issue XL #2 (which I unfortunately misplaced years ago), and I was reading about the life of Bill Gaines, who was MAD's publisher until he died. This guy, as described in the story, had a very quirky personality, the type of "quirky" that I always admire. Anyway, one of the things was that he decided at a young age that it is illogical for God to exist. I thought, "Wait, wait. I can understand that not everybody believes in God... but how could it be illogical?" I had to think about that. I never did agree with the conclusion that it was "illogical", but it still wasn't long before I became an atheist.
I think my atheism was, at first, partly a reaction to having been a Christian and then being disillusioned. There was too much in Christianity that I couldn't reconcile myself with. I think I was suspending my disbelief when I was a Christian, and then that suspension got shattered. So for a while I became the stereotypical atheist who didn't even want to hear the words "God" or "Christ". I grew out of that before too long, although I still can't read the comic strip B.C. by Johnny Hart without being annoyed by the religious references.
I should also mention my love of, and respect for, science. Science and religion aren't mutually exclusive, but science does vigorously attack supernatural phenomena, because such phenomena can't be scientifically verifiable. For every apparent supernatural phenomenon, there is
always a possible explanation that does not invoke the supernatural. Since the Bible deals a lot with the decidedly supernatural, I'm not inclined to believe it. Now, you can give me the argument that I'm following science as blindly as many people follow religion, but I don't think I'm following it blindly. When has science ever steered us wrong?
So I eventually settled on being an agnostic atheist, or a "weak atheist" if you prefer... I still don't know why many people insist that agnosticism and atheism are mutually exclusive. It means that I admit the possibility that God exists, but I'm not inclined to believe he does. There's no particular reason that he can't exist, but I don't know any particular reason -- not one that I can believe -- that he can, either. So, for me, he might as well not exist anyway.
I've also had some flirtations with Zen Buddhism, but not much came of it, and this post has dragged on long enough...
- Kef